NUmber one! High blood pressure! When i went in they checked it 3-5 times to make sure it wasn't their machines. the number was 154 over 100. That is bad. I have been put on medication for my blood pressure because there is a high probability that it's started to effect my kidneys.
Number 2! My triglycerides and Cholesterol are fucked. They are WAYYYY over where they should be. I am basically on the fast track to having diabetes and other severe health problems.
Number 3! Something is wrong with some other stuff that i'm sure the internet has no need of information for. I need to see a doctor for it and that will probably bring more bad news and medication. Most likely a birth control in the best outcome of this.
So physically, i'm not in very good shape.
Number 4! Mentally i'm not very well off either. I'm having a lot of issues. I'm having trust issues and anxiety issues on top of depression issues. He says that i've been working without a support system, and that's not good for humans. Claims that i'm being too cut off. That humans are social animals and i can't go without people for too long. I'm also panicking because i'm going to be thrown in a situation i can't control and will be staying with someone in the same room as me. To some tahts not a big deal...but to me it's...pretty much the end of the world. I will have NO PRIVACY. That combined with the fact i don't trust people in GENERAL is...is a recipe for disaster.
So mentally, i'm not doing much better
I'm pretty much a giant cluster fuck of emotion and nerves and i JUST got over my last bit of fuckery. So! I'll be working on that...
Sorry for the depressing rant, but that's whats happening and whats been going on.