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Things have been a days. And that's putting it mildly.

I haven't picked up a pencil or drawn anything in a while now and i have no desire to do so. My family in Georgia is starting to fall apart. I'm always tired and i'm having trouble sleeping. Then, when I do manage to sleep, I wake up every morning shaking uncontrollably and in slight pain for about 30 minutes. I'm physically and mentally exhausted and all i want to do is be alone and enjoy my solitude but i still care about those around me and those important to me, which makes this so hard on me because then I feel like a dick because I'm not seeing them as much as i should and when i'm around them I'm always distant and they deserve better.  

It may be depression but this doesn't FEEL like depression. At least not what i usually go through when i'm depressed. Some of it is right, but other parts, like the not drawing part, is nothing LIKE my depression. Usually it spikes my creativity because it makes me lose myself in something and keeps me from reality. But that hasn't been the case. *sigh* Who knows. Maybe this is just a particularly bad depression episode.

Anyway, I'm staying with my father until the 10th.  I'll try to get back on the art horse, but who knows whats going to happen. I'm not going to push myself to create and make things that look like shit, especially if it's something that someone is paying me for. They deserve something of good quality and i don't even know if i'm able to produce that right now. We'll see. I'm gonna try and do my best to get out of this, guys. I swear.


P.S. Happy Early Fourth of July to all my American buddies and all of the birthdays I missed while I've been in this funk

  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: This Is Gospel by Panic! At the Disco
  • Reading: Moon Called by Patrica Briggs
  • Watching: Blue Exorsist
  • Playing: Spyro the Dragon: A New Beginning
  • Eating: Cheetos like the fat bitch i am XP
  • Drinking: Water


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Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
Hey guys. I'm Lisha! I love sushi, video gaming and all sorts of other fun stuff! This gallery is full of doodles i do during my college courses! If i like them enough, i color them :). I hope you enjoy my gallery.

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Huispe Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!
pandapenguin Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
awww! thank you, doll face :)
Nerhalst Featured By Owner May 20, 2014
Oh, gosh. Thanks for faving my submission to temperature. I really appreciate it! :D
pandapenguin Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
no problem :)
ShortyVillain Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist

Hey thar! So excited that you've started branching out into furry art! <3 I can't wait to see what you come up with.

So far, everything you've done with your cute little furries is great, and I'm looking forward to seeing more awesome work from you. :3

Hope to talk to you again soon! Love ya, Phoenix!

pandapenguin Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Oh goodness! Thank you, Miss Villain :D. I would gladly draw something for you if you wish.
Oddball773 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave again, Alicia!
Oddball773 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave and the link, Alicia!!!
pandapenguin Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
no problem. i hope it helped
HiImWill Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Many thanks for favoring catbug :D.
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